dont be blinded. you know it is a test. nows not the time to see the beauty in the shit.
M.
Monday, March 2, 2009
until now.
pull down the pictures one by one remembering the memories that didnt mean much until now. coming to terms with the change you've longed for until now. kissing cheeks that never felt so warm and soft until now. All the colors are brighter all the feelings stronger. Until now do you see the beauty of where you've been. Then you ask yourself why have I never seen this beautiful place until now? now when your leaving does the beautiful creatures and dreams your leaving to go find come out from hiding. have they been here all along? have you failed to see it, have you failed to conquer them? are you going to go city to city to search for something greater and you never find it. you will leave and pray you come back and always question leaving because maybe just maybe the things you want, the things you need are here. or maybe they are at the next place you are going.
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this has happened to me everytime i've moved somewhere far from a place i hated. i'm beginning to think it's the evil spirits of the world, calling you back. you musn't listen! instead, focus on why you're doing what you're doing. make a list of the pros and cons and keep it with you to add to it. that usually makes it a lot easier. a lot of it too is attachment. goddamn attachment. i miss you gurl, really though.
i know it's been a week...but still.
david
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