These are all the same mistakes Ive made. You'd think I'd be able to recognize them and do something different. But I'm confused and scared. I dont know what to do. I need answers. I'm getting tons of ideas and maybe even some explainations but who knows if they are the right ones. Why is the heart so confusing? Why am i getting my head and heart confused? Why cant I sleep at night without the nightmares of mistakes haunting me? Should I break and let you win? Would that be the right thing to do? Should I stay here and break us both? Is that the right thing to do? I shouldnt feel this way. Thats one answer I have. I dont want to take the plunge because I know it will end badly, but not taking it hurts just as much. Im sorry I ever walked in. I think I was happier not knowing what I could have. I got a taste of it and I want it forever. You say it will last, I know nothing last. I cant watch you die. I cant stay there and do that. To you it might look like Im leaving you, but I have to save myself at some point. Watching you die, is just like watching myself die. I cant save you, I cant save anyone, I cant even save myself. It taste so sweet when your around, but it taste even worse when your gone. I wish I didnt taste anything.
I'm freezing, this house has no soul. The walls are like ice and the floor are so cold. I want to sleep but I cant lay in that bed, the minute my eyes close the nightmares come. Im just a cold zombie. I want to go far and take your warm heart with me. But I know I
cant.
I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved You'll be loved
like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
M.
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