Wednesday, December 3, 2008

hold me closer

Am I going to escape? Am I going to run from all of my problems? I know they will follow me because I am the problem. I know I am going so I can breath. So I can live. So I can be anyone. So I can live without this mask. It may be the biggest mistake of my life, but I will never know. Lead me home. I'm scared. Im paralyzed with fear. But here Im crippled with judgement and regret. What's worse? 

I will go into this blindly. With no fear or question. I will not let myself regret anything anymore. Did I meet you because it was destiny? Are you my escape, my alibi, my ticket out? 

Lead me home. The home Ive never had. The home I was meant to be in.

M.


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