i want to be where the trees are bigger than our dreams and the rain washes away our tears

Im not worried that Ive ever missed out on anything. Im more worried about why I dont care about wanting the same things as everyone else. I look at pictures from all the kids I grew up with and they are all in colleges around the country. They are all at football games and frat parties, and it doesnt appeal to me at all. I kind of wish it did, I wonder where I would be now. And on the other hand Im so happy I dont want those things. Im content in my world of wanting to live where the trees are bigger than our dreams and the rain washes away the tears. I guess thats all I want. To you Im sure it doesnt sound ambitious, but to me its simple. I will find my nitch one day. For now Im happy being on this journey. I have the people I need and the dreams in reach. Ive traded in the football games for intense coffee sessions and the frat parties for dive bars. Honestly I know what it is. When everyone around me turned 18 and 19...I turned 30. Damn being more mature than everyone else. Oh well to the forest I will go and to the city I will be back. 

M.