swoon.

I am very pleased with my life right now for some odd reason. I had the realization a few days ago over blue moons in pasadena with two of my best friends that my life is pretty sick. I have so many experiences that I brush off as normal...but when I look back I realize NO people dont sit in VIP sections at bars in chicago (more like accidently take a wrong turn thinking its the bathroom and drunkly fall down a flight of stairs into the vip section and have a "big name" pretend to know me so im not embarassed and invite me to sit with him then have his friends and buy me countless shots of whiskey...that cant be normal) i realize NO people dont spend an evening in north hollywood on a set of a video shoot, and i also realize NO you and your 19 year old friends dont typically chill in bars on wednesdays. For someone who has spent a majority of her life bitching and complaing about being "stuck here" or not "finding the right people" this is an uneasy feeling to have. contentness?Am I actually ok with where I am and what Im doing? Yes i think I am. Now dont get me wrong I will be the 1st person to read you an over ambitious list of things I want to do. I am content but i am not done. Actually I havent really started. I would just like to touch on an event that happened a few days ago. My dear friends aly and angelica and I went to North hollywood for a video shoot for a girl on a label Ang is promoting. We walk in and we were blown away. it was one of the craziest most beautiful places/video shoot ever!!!! we met the artist (anya marina) and the brilliant director and the head of the label. everyone was so nice...who would have known industry people were so nice. we poked around and made fools of ourselves of course. we ended the night at a dive bar in pasadena drinking blue moons and disgussing the future. big things are coming and the three of us are more than ready. I really need to get everything in order here. I have SO many people i NEED to go and see. believe me i remember all of you and the breakable promises i made to see you or call you. im sorry. let me get my head on straight and its on. people i promise to see when i get back : david, natalie, wes& adrien, maureen, and if i forgot you please continue to incessantly call me and remind me im a shitty friend :) people i need to call (on a daily basis) : nic brown, meghan, and susie. currently listening to the new Silvesun Pickups (Swoon record) brilliant everyone get into it. waiting for my clothes to dry so I can go to work. sunday im leaving for new orleans and im very excited. i will see you all soon i promise. M.